Picked up your ashes today. The official term is "cremains" but I prefer to call them ashes. It feels so good to have you home! Therese cried when I took the bag out of the box and put it on the table, I just hugged and kissed the bag. I think having had some of Anthony's ashes prepared me for yours.
So far I have filled two pretty little urns for your half-brother and your grandparents. I also filled ten little jars for:
Dave, Danielle, Ryan, Matt M., Matt C., Ross, Jesse, Amy, Me, Therese and Peter. Oops, that's eleven. I'm not sure if Matt C or Jesse will ever be around to pick there's up, but if so I have them and more little jars.
The big urn and medium urn will come next week for us and your dad.
I wish you would hurry up and give me a sign. Maybe you have and I'm too out of it to notice. I do talk to you a lot, I tell myself you hear me. I'm doing okay at the moment but don't feel normal, I feel weird all the time. Its my new normal and I will adjust to it.
Peace, Love and Hope,
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