Dear Keven,

Hi Honey,

I miss you so much.  That will never change.  Some days it hurts more than others.  Sometimes I cry so hard I can't breathe.  But I understand, I really do.  In a crazy way I am glad you are there because all of you problems and healthy issues are gone.  You have nothing to stress about or worry about or take care of.  You can just enjoy your freedom.

I like to lie in bed and talk to you while rubbing the pillow next to me and pretending its you.  Sugar lies next to me now because she knows how much I miss her.  Its nice because now I don't have to worry about accidentally kicking her and getting my foot bit!

I'm going to the Solace Meditation Garden tomorrow to put your rock there.  There's going to be a gathering there so it will be nice to see some people I haven't seen since COVID started.  Therese and Sugar are coming along.  One rock is for the backyard.  They are simple, but I like them.

I sent Andrew your gray flannel shirt and he wears it every day, he loves it.  He was really touched.  I think I can relate to him the best of any of your friends.

Love you,

Mom